Hi
I've been to see my Dr today to speak about the severe feelings of anxiety that have been plaguing me lately. He has prescribed Propranolol (40mg tablets to be taken either twice per day or as and when I feel I need them) and 50mg of Sertraline daily.
Since coming home I've been reading about the side effects of Sertraline and it's made me hesitant about taking them. The main issue being that everything I've read says that in the first few weeks of taking it, the feelings of anxiety can become worse. I'm really not sure I can deal with the anxiety being worse than it already is, even short term. I'm already experiencing sweating, thumping heart, flushes, pain in my eye, some dizziness, bouts of loose stools due to IBS (which are worsened by the stress and anxiety) and severe sleep interruptions (I have a condition called Catathrenia).
I'm so confused and really don't know what to do for the best. I feel that I can't carry on feeling the way I feel and I need to do something constructive to help myself but I'm really scared that these pills could tip me over the edge. I need to be able to function at work, I'm a Supervisor in a busy hospital department (more stress!).
Does anyone have any advice or even just a story to tell connected to Sertraline?
Just for context, I'm 53, nearly 54 years old. I have always been an anxious person but since hitting peri/menopause it has definitely worsened and become unmanageable.
My Father took his own life at the age of 48 after years of struggling with (what was at the time referred to as) manic depression. He had tried lots of different medications in the years leading up to his death but nothing helped. Ultimately he still couldn't cope with life and took what he must have seen as his only way to be free of the torment. I think this is another reason why I'm so sceptical about medication.
Any advice or comments will be gratefully received.