I absolutely cannot cope with the stress of work. I am making silly mistakes. And every social interaction at work makes me question if I’m coming across as an idiot and wonder if all my colleagues hate me/think I’m stupid. I find it difficult to talk in meetings and am embarrassed by everything I say and do.
I just can’t do it anymore. I’ve barely progressed in my career and I think it’s because my self esteem is so low. I don’t think I am worthy of learning more and getting more money.
I want to give this all up and live alone in the countryside. How is everyone else so confident and self assured? What is the secret?