Hi! I just my Christmas party. I am having a completely disproptionate reaction. Was rejected rrom table i first approached (apparently all seats bagged but afterwards more people were let on). No-one wanted to sit next to me in the new place i found. Moved on to next pub and I approached a group who left one by one, leaving me by myself, to go to other tables. I realised that this was not the best environment for me and left.
After 4 glasses of wine i am i floods of tears. Why? Because I feel unliked by my co-workers? Is it greater?
I found out dh was unfaithful with another woman last march. I believe this went on for under a month. Since then i have discovered that I have herpes. First symptoms 5 years ago. We lived in aus and I thought it was skin cancer, but it kept disappearing before i could get to the doctor. Symptoms appeared about 10-13 years after we got together. I believe he has been unfaithful since dd (11) was born - give or take. We have stayed together to try to make it work for dd. But he still lies to me. 2 weeks ago he stayed put till 3:30 am in a "lock-in"...aka his usual mo.
Do not know. I wrote this because I was so upset about not being liked at work. Now i have written this i don't care. It's all so fucking shit (my life).