am sitting on my own little planet and its a bit lonely really.
i took a leftover citalopram last night coz... well, i spent all day yesterday wanting to be dead and thats no good is it? was a nice day too... dp took me out for lunch, then we had a wander... dc were nice. i dont have any reasons at all to feel the way i do. but i seem to anyway. so now (coz of the pill) i am feeling all stoned and spacey and unable to interact with the world. school run was v embarrasing as people kept talking to me and i just struggled not to seem as empty headed and spaced out as i was feeling.
sigh
i do not mean to belittle anybody elses states of mind - am FAR too wrapped up in my own to even have an opinion, tho am almost unreservedly more compassionate to others than i am myself - but i am really ever so BORED of all this.
sigh.
apologies to those who have been trying to reach me, or who may try. until i come out of this fog again im afraid i will just be hiding away here on planet headfuck.
what a pita