I have suffered with anxiety panic attacks and depression for years and as a result have become agoraphobic. The last couple of weeks I have taken a turn even worse than I normally am, but because I am in my home (which is normally my safe place) I have nowhere to run to and have been having what feels like near constant panic attacks. It is awful and has been making me have all kinds of frightening thoughts which have been scaring me even more as I worry I am losing my mind.
On Friday I called my GP who was lovely and prescribed me 40mg of propranolol which I can take 3 times a day if needs be, but I am too scared to take it. I am worried it might make me feel worse than I do, or I might have some reaction to it and I can't leave the house to go to hospital. But I am really frightened of feeling how I do for another night especially as DP who has been staying up with me a lot needs a good night sleep as he is back to work tomorrow. Also I have to be ok enough to get DS2 (14) off to school tomorrow. I know DS2 should be able to sort himself out, but I think I have really worried him this week so I want to make sure he is ok getting ready for school.
What are people's experiences of propranolol? Is the worst thing it could do nothing? I would read the instruction leaflet, but I know if I do that there is no chance of me taking them.