I am sick of everything.
I took a paracetamol overdose Friday afternoon, went to A&E etc and ended up having to stay in for the antidote so didn't get out until this morning.
I didn't want to die it was just about doing something to myself.
Crisis team on ward were deeply unhelpful just said it was part of my work with my own mental health services.
I feel better for it and so I need to work on not doing it again. My partner is being nice to me and as supportive as he can be given the stress its putting him under.
This is my 8th overdose and I am just fed up with myself. Not taken one in a long while though.