I’m my other posts I’ve made comments on how I can’t feel emotions the same way as other people which is why I don’t believe I’m human, but right now it feels like all of my feelings are slipping away from me. I believe it has to do with me no longer on medication. (as of almost 3 months now) I’m worried that without these feelings my loved ones including my gf are going to disappear from me and I’ll be left with nothing but my hallucinations and voices, is this something I should worry about or am I just paranoid. I cannot afford any treatment such as medication or therapy I have no insurance and I do not get paid enough to pay it out of pocket I’m no longer able to understand myself or others my feelings of maybe having humanity has all but left me feeling empty like I’m nothing more than a vessel for those I carry in my head.