Having tough time. There was a moment today that really proved tricky......my head spiraled but ive pulled it up....by thinking the following....
Today might be tough but I've still.....
a.traveled to where I grew up and back
b.had botox so ill look a lil younger in couple weeks
c. put on a garnier face sheet mask - it's really good to be fair. Plumped my skin out. Tomorrow I'll look a lil less haggard
d. Spoke to both my sons and can say im a good mum. They're my reason.
e. I've cooked Thai food for me (and dp aka - bielsibob)
f. Showered and prepped skin for false tan. Ill stick that on tonight. If tomorrow's shit, at least I'll have a bit colour in me.
g. I've paid my bills (greatful)
h. Picked up a new car charger which will make life easier for work (whenever I go back...feel sick about it)
I. Have messaged with couple friends - hoping I've been a good friend. Fingers crossing a good mum and a good friend
O. Bielsibob has honest to God asked my opinion on how I think he scores on his works emotional intelligence personal development thing. He's asking and I'm being a fair partner, not for him. But because im a good person. And he isn't taking the fact im a good person away. I'm clinging onto the fact im a good person, no matter what he takes away from me.
p. I have my things laid out to go on the cross trainer tomorrow