A few months ago I was diagnosed with PTSD, intrusive thoughts and postnatal depression made worse from lack of sleep. I was briefly under the Crisis Team following a suicide attempt. I have been given diazepam to take when I feel like it's getting too much, only I can't take it as I have a 12 month old to look after and the diazepam sends me to sleep. I was told to self refer to a local charity that offers counselling to victims of sexual abuse. I have done this but it's a years wait until they have space. I don't know what to do in the meantime. I'm constantly on edge, upset and have constant nightmares where I'm reliving the abuse.