First of all I have fibromyalgia and am in constant pain and exhaustion so suffer from anxiety and depression anyway. I’m on 40mg citalopram anyway. I have PTSD from childhood issues so I’m starting from a rough place.
The past week/month has been so hard. Work has been awful I only work 3 days and have been given a shitty role because of this (I used to hide my illness had one day off in : years, great at my job etc) but recently since a new manager had came in the place had gone to shit lots of people leaving, horrid atmosphere and I started to feel sick actually going in in the morning. One of my DC has severe anxiety and OCD and I’ve been so worried about her she hadn’t left the house in almost 2 years and I’ve been fighting for support. Loads of other wee bits going on but it’s hard when your body is exhausted and always in pain everywhere.
I decided to have a break from work this week I had enough.
I phone my GP this morning and of course got the snotty receptionist who said I can self cert for 7 days and to phone back on Monday or if I can worse I can phone back at 1:30pm but I won’t get to see my own GP. This is to someone who has just said they are having a mental health crisis.
I appreciate they are overworked but where is their compassion? They don’t know what kind of state I’m in.
im away to take more meds to try and stave off another migraine then phone mental health about my DC they’ve given an agrophobic person with social anxiety and OCD group sessions about coping with anxiety.