I have had a tough year and have a tougher one coming up. It's all doable. I just need to keep my head in the game and persevere. I'm finding that a physical feeling of nerves, almost like panic is constantly with me. I would say its like butterflies in my tummy but its in my chest. I wake up with it in the morning and it stays all day.
It's not rational. It's not necessary. It's not helpful. It's just stopping me from properly doing what I need to do.
I finished work before my holiday exhausted and was hoping the holiday would rejuvenate me. The holiday was great but I couldn't relax fully and enjoy it and I've come back feeling just the same.
I exercise, I eat well, I don't drink, I have time off, I take magnesium and calcium (separately), I take ashwaganda. I gave hobbies and friends. It's just this feeling overshadows everything.
I hate meditating, so please don't suggest that.
It just feels like I need to turn off some kind of chemical switch that's got stuck on.
Do I need to see a GP? What would I ask for? I'm 50, so menopause may be at play but I know that as soon as the things ( think exams -it's not quite that but don't want to say more) I have to do are complete, I won't feel this way so I don't really think it's that.
What should I do?