So fed up

[Needlepointy]

My DH is a miserable arse and is so lazy. My DS is similar. He's just not interested in anything. I want a life. I want to do things and go places. Yes I am wracked with anxiety and my depression keeps me held down some days. But I'm so fed up. My car is broken, my house is a mess, I have no money, my health is up and down.
I just don't want this life anymore. I can't see anything changing so I want out.

I’m not happy with life either. I hope we get another one after this

That's a lot of misery on your plate. Can you just focus on the first step to making a better life for yourself? Health is a priority - is yours a barrier to you working?

Often the big picture can be so overwhelming it's hard to know where to start but that first step is the one to concentrate on, be it getting your car fixed so you can go on day trips by yourself or volunteering to get out of the house.

Baby steps....