I’m really struggling with being happy atm. I just need to put my thoughts into paper and if any advice helps then that’s a bonus.
I am 24 and have had anxiety and depression since high school, I recently received therapy and finished the course. I’m also on 100mg of Sertaline. I guess I’ve just got to a point where I think what’s the point of life. I go through a cycle of being happy for a bit and then sad, it’s like my whole life I’ll just be sad even with therapy and wouldn’t it just be easier on everyone to end the sadness and die instead of sadness overshadowing everything I do. That even my daughter would be better off without me. I have no friends, under going a possible diagnosis for ADHD(I hate myself for it because I think I’m weird) and life just seems so bloody repetitive and like working to survive.
No friends, poor mental health, possible ADHD which is also ruining my mental health, repetitive life, finding it impossible to find a job that works around my daughter as every company wants you working unsocialable hours with no guaranteed hours.
I guess I think no matter how much help I’m always going to feel crap and what’s the point?!