Hi all. So I tapered off of lithium (id been taking it for 3 years) around 8 weeks ago, haven't taken any for around 3 weeks. Feeling flat, irritable, emotional. Wasn't feeling much better on it either, and it was battering my kidney so I had to come off of it. My diagnosis is bipolar 2, but I've never experienced mania, just sometimes feel a little brighter than normal and it's short lived.
Anyway, my MH team want me on quetiapine. I am so apprehensive and feel sick at the thought of starting another medication especially being an anti psychotic. It feels a bit extreme considering I'm never manic and need a big serotonin boost and an anti anxiety medication, I don't know if quetiapine is necessary? I mean, they're hell bent on me having it but it shits the life out of me starting it. They wanna start me on 50MR to take of an evening but all I've been told by people on Fb is that I'll be heavily sedated (I have two kids so, not really ideal), and read about some really undesirable side effects, not to mention tapering off is utter hell.
I really don't know what to do. Sleep is an issue for me, I'm awake from 2am most nights, but I don't want to be a non functioning zombie.
Does anyone have any advice/experience with this drug please? X