I have anxiety, depression, ocd, panic disorder and an eating disorder. I have suffered with most of this since childhood but the last few years have been just awful.
I developed IBS at the age of 25 and again, the last 5 or so years has seen a huge exacerbation of my symptoms to the point they are every day and dictating my life.
I have had endless gastro tests which have (thankfully) returned clear/normal but these god awful gut issues still have a huge impact on my day to day life regardless of how much effort I have put in to try and alleviate things.
A year ago, my gastroenterologist referred me to a London hospital to see a neuro-gastroenterologist for psychiatric and psychological help. I have had just a few appointments over the year (due to long waiting times in between) with a dietician and psychiatrist. They both conclude that I have a lot of issues to go through especially the eating disorder and how the IBS has exacerbated my depression to the point that I am almost to the point of being agoraphobic.
They are both in agreement that I need ongoing treatment and support with them and I have also been awaiting some psychological treatment via their team since October 22 (still not had an appointment through yet).
However, during a MDT meeting this week, the neuro-gastroenterologist I am under and have spoken to just twice has decided I should be discharged from their services and has sent a letter to my GP asking for me to be considered for Social Prescibing. I have googled my area and can find very little on this.
I am gutted tbh. I feel the neuro-gastroenterologist has never listened to me thoroughly, she speaks over me during the consultations (always a telephone appointment), gets all the details wrong in the subsequent letters to me (even spells my name completely wrong) and I feel has no understanding or regard of my current situation. The dietician, who is absolutely lovely agreed with me and said he would try and get me transferred over to a different neuro-gastroenterologist but it looks as though his decision has been overruled.
I am not in the right frame of mind to go mixing with other people right now, I am at the lowest I have ever been, I am gutted at this decision, absolutely gutted.