I hate everyone I don’t want to see them and they piss me off but I am forced to because my kids need to see their friends and I don’t know how to deal.
for background for a long time I was the parent that had everyone over, did favours for people but I just don’t want to do it anymore.
Most of the parents in my area are assholes, I’m not friends with them and I’m tired of doing it. I was trying so hard to connect with other families for so long and I stopped to think whether I actually liked the families and the answer was no. Their kids are fine but I’m sick of putting myself out for absolutely everyone. I also find the more I say yes the more I snap at my kids.
I am mad all the fricking time. I also have ADHD and have come up on the spectrum with a few tests I was given so none of this social stuff is easy for me.
Any tips on how to not feel so mad all the time.