I am starting to feel like I’m sinking so deeply I can’t get out. I’m too tired mentally to write it all down but I don’t see any more ways out. I’ve tried. I can’t seem to escape an abusive relationship, my son is so messed up as a result of what he’s seen; I finally called the police last night when he threatened me and my son and they were so kind, told me I’d done the right thing and he would be arrested and charged and conditions set so he couldn’t come back to the house. Finally I felt a glimmer of hope. But then they called at lunch to say it wasn’t being taken further and he was coming home, I have no savings, very low pay, my autistic son thinks this is all his fault and I just feel I don’t have any more ways to keep waking up and having to force myself to face the day. I’m so tired of this life 😢