Hi there, I'm almost 4 weeks in, 20mg.
Most people going onto antidepressants over think it, it's almost symptomatic of bloody needing them😅I had my prescription on the table looking at me for a week before I finally dared, through desperation to feel better, to give them a shot. My advice is that no time is perfect, but if you need them then the time is now. They are not quick to act so it's not worth delaying feeling better for one day out.
My experience is that the first four days were the worst, I started off taking them at night as I'd read a common side effect was tiredness (Spoiler alert, they did not make me tired! The complete opposite!)
Day 1 I was absolutely fine, no issue at all, confident. Broken sleep but expected.
Day 2 I felt drugged to the eyeballs, high anxiety, sicky, nervous, buzzing, felt that I'd made a terrible mistake and couldn't wait for it to be over, absolutely didn't want to take them ever again but read enough online, plus other Mumsnet threads etc to know that "this too shall pass". I'd also spoken to OH and he helped encourage me to carry on, knowing what I'd told him from what I'd read about getting through the first two weeks. Slept absolutely dreadfully, felt like a zombie.
Day 3 much the same as Day 2 so I decided not to take a pill that night (would have been my fourth pill) to move my pill taking time to mornings, therefore I took my fourth pill on morning 5 of my journey.
Day 5 there was a good mprovement on how I felt on day 2/3 but still felt awful by 8pm
Day 6 I pushed my pill taking tkme back to 10.30am so that by the time the "bad" symptoms kicked in, I'd be asleep. Worked perfectly, felt much better. Still aware that something was happening with me, but perfectly able to cope and go about my business.
Since then, it's been pretty smooth. Had a wobble day 14 were I felt back to day 2, but other than that, I've had much less in the way or dark thoughts, I don't think they are fully 100% working yet but I feel positive that I'm better than I was.
It's a journey! And it's not easy, it almost feels like a test in itself as to how desperate you are vs how much you'll tolerate to feel better. But it is worth it. Stay strong x