I have been suffering with my mental health for the past 6 months mainly, but it’s been since I had my daughter on and off and she is now 2. The anxiety is becoming unbearable. It’s recently become health anxiety. I worry there’s something wrong with me where it be as simple as a sickness bug and I won’t be able to look after my daughter; to a stomach ulcer. I’m giving myself IBS & acid reflux because of the worry. I’ve lost so much weight because I can’t eat because of the worry and it’s starting to really get me down. I’m crying most days and just not myself at all.
the doctor put me on acid tablets for the reflux and propanalol for the anxiety but I’m still really struggling. I ended up at the doctors on Monday because I was convinced I had a stomach ulcer and needed a gastroscopy but the doctor explained my recent blood tests show no reason for one and it sounds like it’s anxiety/stress and IBS and it’s just a vicious cycle. I’ve booked in for therapy on Friday but just feel I need to ring the doctors again because I’m just getting really down now and I know if I leave it till next week (due to be called on Tuesday) that I’ll change my mind and won’t think I need to be and then in a couple weeks I’ll be back in this rut again. I feel stupid because I was only there on Monday and feel like I’m always ringing and they’re going to think I’m a crazy person.
i don’t know what to do.