Extreme depression

[existingbutnotliving]

Question?....do I need to get myself sent to a and e for my ex to understand the seriousness of my condition?

I can't cope anymore, been signed off work for a month. Going through a separation but still living with the ex because of housing.

I can't take anymore, my worst nightmare is having all 3 children off school and trying to deal with them this week while he works. This morning after another argument he told me to hurry up and 'move out' something I have been. Trying to do for the last 8 weeks but I can only rely on the council and now I'm so so lost I can't cope.

I spent the day at my parents but everytime one of my kids started, I lost my shit! I can't cope with them all, my mind won't let me slow down enough to deal with them while trying to deal with my own problems I'm lost, so so lost.

If you need to go to A&E do it for yourself. You do sound at the end of your tether. Perhaps call 111 and tell them you are having a mental health crisis and go from there.

Have you seen your GP? Are you on any treatment? Can anyone help with the kids at all?

Been seein my gp the last couple of weeks. They referred me to CMHT who have said they WONT see me because of a previous diagnosis. Crisis listen but other than that offer nothing in this area so I'm completely on my own.

Your GP can refer you again. How about a charity? Is there a Mind or other local resources?

Nothing available right now. I have spoken to all charities this week and been told I'm already doing everything I can right now. I know there's a lot of people going through it right now. I don't feel I am special but no one wants to help in anyway and now i just want to end it all to get out of the cycle.

If you are actively suicidal you can turn up at A and E.