Worrying about work making me miserable

[Alicew00]

I started a new job and I love it but I made a few mistakes which is normal and my colleagues make mistakes too but I'm worrying constantly what they think of me. I'm worrying whether they picked the right candidate. I haven't come out of my shell much yet and I don't feel included much there. Its making me miserable at home. My bf is constantly joking about things and trying to make me laugh but I'm not in the mood at all. I don't want to do anything with him.

I was like that when I started my current job. One thing that helped was tying up some “How to” guides which reduces the chances of me making the same mistakes again. I felt a bit better about the mistakes because I’d done something constructive.