Over the past half a decade we've had two kids,
a pandemic,
had to quit my job as couldn't afford childcare (2nd child was unplanned),
Rush to get a new job in order for children to socialise during pandemic due to 30 hours childcare funding.
Lost that job due to being temporary.
Got a new (full time job and kids have started school).
Christmas and cost of living has set me over the edge. Been teary in January and don't think I've processed the pandemic due to being busy with two children. Got to the point where I've been anxious and afraid of being alone.