i don’t what to do, I have been depressed for years. In covid we were forced to move because of house prices. I gave up my job I loved, my community and we had to move very far away. I’ve suffered health issues and as much as I’ve tried to find community and work here I haven’t been able to. I’ve become a shell of a person in the past three years.
I haven’t been sleeping waking up at 2-3pm most nights in tears wishing I wasn’t here anymore can’t get back to sleep. I’ve been contemplating ending it, searching google for the least painful way.
when I told my husband this this morning that I couldn’t cope anymore and I was feeling suicidal and I think moving back to where we came from might help fix it, he pretended like he didn’t hear me even though he was looking straight at me.
I don’t know what to do anymore? I just don’t know what to do?