Hi everyone,
I just wanted some advice really......
I recently just left my job due to workplace mobbing and it was the worst year of my life honestly, i quit with no job as i was fortunately able to (I have savings) and i am now applying for other jobs again.
For the last 6 months my mental health has taken a huge nose dive, i mean really bad. When a wake up i start arguing with someone that isn't there, i mean i get really upset and make up situations in my head. I am 31 years old and live with my parents and i have a boyfriend. I feel like a complete failure.
Now, a friend that i use to be close with is coming down to stay. We don't really talk that much anymore and i am ok with that. She hasn't done anything bad, however in the past, if you have great news her demeaner changes but if you have bad news, her eyes light up, she doesn't hide it very well. At the moment she has got a great job and i just feel like complete shit, i don't talk about my problems a lot with anyone but i am really dreading meeting up with her and looking for an excuse not to go and i just want to be alone as i sort myself out. I was just going to say i am sick, i just can't face it. She is the main one who initiates contact but i just don't feel like we have anything in common anymore. I was thinking of going GP because i am really worried now.... Has anyone else been through anything like this??
Thank you