Just need a bit of a vent.
DH and I had a slip up a few weeks ago and I thought I might have accidentally got pregnant. I had a lot of symptoms, nausea, abdominal bloating/odd crampy movements, late period.
I was quite excited. I already have two children and I'm over 40 (just), but I've had such a crap time recently and this was like a little glimmer of joy that has now been taken away when I got my period today.
In my head I know it's not a good idea and so does DH so I don't think it's something that we would try again with, but I just feel so sad as it really feels like that was my last chance at having another baby.
Just can't believe how unhappy I'm feeling over something that 2 months ago didn't even enter my head? Literally been crying all night.