Hi everyone, I’ve always been classed as a worrier and a generally anxious person but recently it’s exacerbated to the stage where it’s unmanageable. I’m getting lots of physical symptoms as well as unhelpful thoughts. Doctors have been great, I’m on the list for CBT and have been given propanalol for bad days. I’ve had a contraceptive implant for around 10 years now since I was 18 (I’m on my 4th, Nexplanon) and so I just don’t know who I am as an adult without these artificial hormones pumping round my body. I’m not really sure what I’m asking, but maybe for experiences from others on what it was like to be on no contraception for a while in terms of the impact on mental health? I’d like to take it out and just feel ‘free’ and as if a weight was lifted, but I don’t know if I’m being too hopeful. Thank you.