I am so sick and tired of myself, I don't know what to do.
I just never seem to be happy, no matter what happens in my life. I have been battling depression for years now, and I am sick of it. Anti-Ds DON'T WORK. I have tried various ones and they just make me feel spaced out and numb. Counselling hasn't helped one iota, either. I am tired of being tired all the time. Tired of having no energy or motivation and finding even the most basic social situation anxiety-inducing. My husband is fantastic, but how much more is he supposed to take of me being basically useless? I have bored my family and friends to death with my problems - they have their own things to deal with, mostly much worse than my shitty problems. That's it really.