Hi all. After some comfort I guess in that I’m not alone with this and that it’s happened to others.
Recently on sporadic occasions I’ve been having (what I think) are god awful panic attacks. I’ve always suffered with anxiety but this is something else.
They come out of absolutely nowhere. I felt the start of one yesterday at like 1pm, and it’s still going on today. Nowhere near as strong as they were yesterday but still bad. Every so often I get these “brain zaps” where I feel like I’m getting a mini electric shock. I literally feel like I’m dying, that’s the foremost thought in my head. I cannot stress that enough. When I felt one come on yesterday I hugged my children so tightly because I thought it was the end.
My whole body feels like it’s tingling, my chest goes super tight, I feel like I’m having an out of body experience, my head hurts and my breathing goes funny, it’s so frightening. I’ve been so close to calling an ambulance out of pure panic because all I feel is that I’m about to drop dead.
Has this ever happened to anyone else? I know this isn’t a page full of medical professionals and I have considered calling 111, but I worry that they’ll think I’m overreacting if it’s all just anxiety? Is this ever going to stop?
It all just feels so horrible, and I’ve cried writing this because I’m still not convinced that I’m not about to drop dead. I’ve never been scared like this before, I just want to try and live normally but I can’t, just sitting in fear of another wave just coming in out of nowhere, I hope I don’t sound stupid, I’m just absolutely terrified.