Hi, just looking for some insight
I had pnd and anxiety after my first baby due to a traumatic birth and recovery. I fell pregnant again (unplanned) when DD1 was 9 months... I decided to wean off my anti depressants when early pregnant.
Fast forward to now: DD1 is 2 and DD2 is 8 months. I have felt so much more positive this time and feel SO different than last time, anxiety so so improved and experience the lovely bonding moments I didn't feel before.
I think roughly 2 weeks of the month, I feel really positive, want to go meet other mums and out the house everyday (huge success as I've had social anxiety for 20+ years). Almost like I feel high on life, I feel really happy about everything and lots of energy, on top of housework, positive about the future. Then the other 2 weeks, I feel completely depressed, worthless, like the worst mum ever, debilitating anxiety again, wanting to recluse, feel dread in my relationship. Two complete extremes
Did anyone experience this with PND? After DD1 I felt low all the time and never these really happy, confident parts intertwined. I feel confused and not sure if it's PND, just my monthly cycle wreaking havoc or even potential undiagnosed ADHD.
Going to get in touch with GP on Monday, but looking for shared experiences as it helps me advocate better for myself if that makes sense.