Just feel so wrong

[Absolutegeek97]

Please don’t slate me for any of this because I only want constructive comments.

At the moment, I just cannot cope with most things. I don’t know what to do anymore and I feel very stuck. My work and home life is causing my so many problems it’s unreal and I am loosing myself

Im going to be quick and precise as possible.

Basically my big boss (the owner of the business) is bullying me at work and forcing me to work in unsafe conditions. He is also trying to severely reduce my pay even though I am on minimum wage. Im trying to get a new job.

My boyfriends mum always comments on my weight every single day.

My aunt forced me out of my home, and is now using my room for her depraved sex acts. She didn’t even live there and I was forced out with just the clothes on my back. She has stolen everything including my dads ashes. (She expressed that she wanted to get rid of them)

i don’t know what to do, I am severely depressed. It’s getting me into a vicious cycle. I’ve tried medications, but they do not work.

please don’t be hateful

That's a lot to cope with - no slating from me.

My aunt forced me out of my home

How did she do that? Do you own or rent the home?

It was the rented family home of myself my mum and my two sisters. After dad died she would bully me constantly and damage my thinks. She would also critice me if I ate food, bought clothes. She even shouted at me after my graduation like she wanted me to. She wants to be superior. She put ideas into my mums head that I was abusing her and making stuff up. I ended up being attacked with a baseball bat thanks to her lies.
she has stolen my dad, my home, my possessions and my mum and my happiness yet no one cares.

she has killed the family pet because she was jealous of it. She threatens to get rid of my dads ashes. Now she plays her sex games in my bed. She has taken it all from me.

nk one will help

@Absolutegeek97 Hello :). I really feel for you - it sounds very overwhelming and that you are going through a difficult and upsetting time.

I would focus on getting a different job and finding another place to live (even a room in a shared house) - you are being abused by both your employer and your aunt. Your mental health will not improve and you cannot progress until you change these two situations. You have to figure out a step-by-step way of achieving these things :)