Really can't cope. After trying super hard for so long I got a job only to be kicked out after the mini budget, but actually I couldn't do it all, I was all over the place with anxiety and couldn't think straight. I can't handle all the stress of being a mum of teens, the exams, the college, the cooking etc. The emotional stress. I should never have had kids. I listened to too many other people and made some crap choices that I can't seem to recover from and everything is such a slog. I'm just realising now I'm getting very wobbly round the edges. And beginning to think there's no point. It must get easier, right?
How the f do I get another job and a direction at a time when my teacher mates are retiring.and I haven't a clue how to actually work it seems. I'm so screwed.