Can I ask what medication you take or how you manage it in general?
Every doctor and nurse are trying to talk me out of going back on lithium as it can shorten my life by up to 20 years. However I will probably kill myself before then if I don’t take something.
Ive tried anti depressants (I think pretty much all of them!) they don’t work. I have also tried Quetiapine and that just knocks me unconscious.
I don’t want to feel like this anymore but am not quite ready to accept yet that I’m going to die in my 60’s.