Thank you for listening

[vittoria25]

Hello

This is my first time writing to you as i find myself in dire need of help . I am 18 weeks pregnant and live in a horrible environment . I will go straight to the point , my partner's teenager kids are turning my life into hell and their behaviour has been affecting my pregnancy to the point that I barely eat and drink . I have no family here and nowhere to go . I lost so much weight and sleep that my mind is not functioning properly anymore .I am confined in my bedroom all day long
and don’t go into others rooms as i don’t want to cross path with them . I have been suffering in silence with very dark thoughts , turning darker by the day. There is no end in sight and feel like i am trapped . I lost count on how many times I talked to my partner about it but , as much as he tries , his hands are tied . Our relationship is on the rocks and I have find myself with no way out and a baby to look after .

Thank you for listening to me .

Valentina

Hi Valentina,
Sorry to hear this, do you have any friends at all or anyone you know outside the home? Anyone you can call?
This situation sounds awful, I feel for you. Your partner should be putting you first as you are pregnant. Its terrible that he's allowing his teenagers to make you feel like this. You need to see your GP as a first step, please do this!! Sorry I'm not much help but I'm here to listen

Hi, this sounds awful for you? Are they abusing you? What are their ages? It sounds like you need to get out of there if your partner is no help. You could try Samaritans as someone to actually talk to, it can help clear your head a bit. Are you under hospital or midwife care..they should be able to advise too. It sounds like if you carry on with this situation you could be putting you/ your unborn child in potential danger.
I'm sure there's lots around on here to listen , you are not alone.