I’m just going to get all of this down. Feeling so low. Had 12 and 14 year olds shouting at me a number of times over the weekend. 12 year old anxious as being left out by friends. Have had CAHMS involvement as 12 year old said she wants to kill herself. 14 year old needles the 12 year old continually. I don’t know what to do. Feel like a complete failure as a parent. Wishing the time away as want them to be grown up so I can stop worrying. So sad, wish I’d never become a parent as it’s so difficult and even though I try hard and do everything I can it’s not enough.