Feeling very stressed. I have a siblings wedding coming up next month and I'm expected to go.
The thing is, the wedding is in Birmingham and I'm in London, I'm mildly autistic was just diagnosed at 52!
I don't drive, absolutely hate travelling, I get very very stressed to travel long distances. I don't like big parties, it means lots of people, noise and mayhem.
I can't not go because it's my sister, we're not close but I feel like I can't let her down.
If I'm being honest, I don't really want to go, I know that sounds selfish but it's how I feel. I don't want to go but I have to, the thought of sitting in a coach for hours is doing my head in. Has anybody else experienced this or am I being a cow?