So somehow I’m STILL a sahm after various stuff blah blah.
Dh complains about work and I think resents me for not working. I resent him FOR working! There is always SO much to do at home. It all needs the usual stuff plus decorating, mending etc. dds teenage chums came to stay on sat night and she was embarrassed because the covers / duvets weren’t fresh and the sofa is mucky. I did change all the covers but the sofa is horrible (inherited crap. And mucky) Dh says it’s good quality and we should cover it, I just find that another thing to research and quire possibly get wrong. fo course I’m horrified, and thought I would focus this this week solely on getting the house up to snuff. I find that if I just do a few hours then job hunt.or do a course, lots gets ignored and now everywhere is a tip. I spent today cleaning and slapping paint on the horrible cupboard under the stairs then began to tackle the garage, while doing usual chores. Dh comes in jnackered picks up the wine I’ve opened and goes on about how I need a job and we aren’t going to see my mum/ on holiday unless I have a job by thEn.I REALLY want a job, I just don’t seem to get further tha the interview, I suspect I’m unable to,prove that I have heard of social media. I need to get experience. I spend weekends running around as he can’t just do something, he has to ask me where x is etc.I’ve posted before. Just need a reassurance. Pps said talk to woman’s aid which seems mad. Obviously I need work, it’s just finding it after so long. So…am stuck! All tips welcome. But please be nice. Am feeling delictae and like I’m doing something wrong, no matter what I’d o or how hard I work. I have a very part time job but I had to fight to do it as Dh said he was concerned it would take my eye off the main idea which is a full time job. Thanks .