I'm having an awful time at my newish job
The workload is that of multiple people, I can't keep up. There are currently 2 of us, should be 3, which has dwindled down from 6. Since starting it transpires no one really stays in this role, presumably from the amount that is put upon the team.
I was off for 2 days last week and have came back to multiple emails and people chasing things. I have too much to do within my working hours and can't concentrate on anything and feel liable to making mistakes. I feel like I have to get in cleared within a couple of days as more stuff just roles in to be completed, so you can't catch up. Just a vicious circle.
I can't speak to my manager as they are partly to blame by not acting upon things I have sent them, thereby leaving me as "the middle man" dealing with people. Plus things that have been raised with them by others previously haven't changed. There's no one approachable above them either.
I feel so low and disappointed, this was supposed to be foray into a new career and its nosedived. A higher up colleague told me that not everywhere in this field is like this and that the workload is ridiculous for us...they've been in our position recently too. Its endemic throughout the company, work related stress... I always thought it was a bit of a cop out but now I'm in this position I could cry my eyes out. I fear going off sick will impede on my chances of moving elsewhere.