Ive been struggling with intrusive thoughts and OCD and it’s really taken a toll on my relationship. My boyfriend admitted that it’s having an effect on us and he never feels good enough. I also had a meltdown which nearly resulted in a break up as he was terrified. After trying therapy etc I decided there was no other option but to try this.
I’m just so nervous about the side effects. What if I have a meltdown or act so irrationally that I scare him off? I also am worried because I used to be so carefree and confident and I’m scared it’s embarrassing to be on meds.
Anyway I took my first 50mg dose last night. I was awake for half the night and was very sweaty but I woke up this morning feeling a bit sick and now I’m feeling absolutely fine. When I took Fluoxetine before I had a horrific first night and day. I don’t want to get my hopes up, and I’m feeling like I’m just waiting for a massive dip/panic attack/horrific symptoms. I don’t know whether to just stop now as I’m scared it’ll only make me worse