Hi All,
Really after some support and reassurance and your personal positive stories post miscarriage..
I miscarried at 12 weeks this Tuesday and going through tremendous physical and mental trauma.. the scan image of seeing an empty uterus with no baby.. ( growth seems to have stopped at 6 weeks) is haunting and am oscillating between feeling depressed and sad for myself to feeling guilty that I have done something to harm the baby.. I have a DD who is the only factor that keeps me sane.. have taken time off from work and will mostly go back next week ( dunno if that’s the right thing or not).. but feel am grieving all alone.. suffering.. my partner is super supportive and is always there but again very pragmatic in his approach which sometimes makes me feel I am the only one affected.. I dunno if I even want to try for another baby.. cos am so anxious if something similar would happen again.. feeling I can’t do anything right…