I know I need to give it time, but I just feel empty inside and I am snappy. I’m a single mum to two lovely kids; 4 & 2. They are my whole world. We live with my parents who are getting on in age but need support and they get to spend time with kids.
I own a house, had a good job in the NHS prior to having the kids, thought I’d return but then decided against it. Wanted to do something for me work wise that I can develop into something.
I’m on sertraline as I thought maybe I was peri menopause but has blood tests and they were all fine, no indication of peri menopause. But I had been really irritable, snappy, raging prior to period over the last 6 plus months.
GP feels it’s depression as separated from partner when youngest was few months old and there was post natal desperation which my midwife supported me with immensely.
I don’t feel depressed, but I don’t feel I not sure. I take care of my kids, trying to make plans for our futures, and we do lots together, I look after my parents, I see friends, I get on with my creative hobbies but I just feel snappy and tetchy.
I am tired a lot but had blood tests for thyroid and iron levels etc… everything was fine.
Oh I don’t know, maybe I just needed to say this, I suppose I need to work it out.