some of you will know me as santasreindeer or yorkshabird and probably replied to at least 1 of my many posts on this board.
well after all the rubbish that me and dp have gone through this year i am so hoping that things are on the up.
he got made redundant in sept, right after our dd was born so we have been under each others feet and snipeing at each other.
ive been really bad though. ive been really bitchy to him and just trying to cause an argument so i can have a go at him.hes been going on wap (mobile internet)and chatting to this woman who he swore he would never speak to again. but, he said he went and started talking to her again because of the way i have been acting.
im just so frustrated. we have only had sex 3 times since i was 7months pregnant (dd is now 20weeks) and when we have done something theres no emotion or effort on his side. its as if i am making him do it. but, it seems he prefers to pleasure himself rather than us get intimate.
all i want is for us to act like a proper couple rather than just mates!
does that make me so selfish??????
im sick of us having a go at each other all the time. its really grinding me down now and when i try to talk to him he either laughs at me, sits and watches telly or messes about on his phone which gets me even more angry cos it just seems that hes ignoring me.
he starts a new job on 7th january which i think will help as we wont be under each others feet 24/7
this year has been so crap
BRING ON 2008
sorry for rambling