It’s never ending

[Cleanbedlinen12]

Dp miserable in his work, bills, getting kids to school, never having any money, looking for a job.getting rejected feeling worthless. It’s just been endlessly the same. I can’t keep doing this. That’s it really. Advice welcome!

I’m nervous because I’m drinking more which is obviously stupid. I’m having silly thoughts, nothing serious, just flickers of ‘what’s the point’.
There’s so much to do, it’s all exhausting. Been awful few years. Im in a horrible rut I can’t escape and partner is depressed. I don’t have anyone to discuss stuff with- hence posting here- please help How do I get out of this? Can’t actually cope with much more. Thanks

Awww op poor you. I am in the same situation so i understand your desperation. I am sick of feeling sick. Tired of feeling tired. Lost 2 jobs during pandemic and currently jobless. Endlessly applying and no responses. Bills creeping up. I don't go out if i can help it. My house is a tip and all i want to do is sleep. I understand your comment too about "what's the point" as i feel this too. I have 5 children. 3 older who have their own lives and two younger. 5 and 6. Life is shit and a massive struggle. Before the pandemic i dressed nice and did my nail, make up and hair. Now i am a shell of my former self. Ripped clothes covered in bleach and i hacked my hair off. I look dreadful. I am sorry i can't offer any support except to say you're not alone in this hell. I hope you feel better soon.

Seeleyboo, thank you so much for sharing! I’m dragging kids out of bed atm. And will write back later. You sound just like me, even down to the haircut and ancient primary Crap with bleach stains!
Thank you, that’s helped immensely 💐

Hi just checking in to see if you’re ok and had a better day. 🍰🍭🍮🍷I’ve made you dinner and a nice glass of wine. Cheers!

Many thanks. How are you holding up. All i have done is sleep. I find sleep so easy these days as it seems to be the answer to everything. Obviously nothing is getting done that should be as everything is a massive effort. My eye bags are dreadful. 2 years ago people would say i looked over 10 years younger than i am. I now look 10 years older. Awful. Meh

Aww, poor you, this is awful. I’m with you on the sleep thing. It’s so nice to be snuggled up! How on Earth do you look after 5 children and yourself, that’s a LOT of work, just the logistics of shopping and washing and that’s before all the emotional stuff. You deserve a medal. Make that two medals. And a holiday 🐠