I have been struggling lately , mostly with anxiety but I think I'm depressed too . It's hard to tell as I seem to have drifted into it .
I live alone , my family live in a different city . I started a new job a few months ago . I've been told that I'm doing well but I don't feel like it . I have been bullied while I have been there . Mostly gas lighting and making me second guess myself a lot.
Things have been a lot worse because of covid . I've seen a lot less of my friends and family . I spend way too much time alone over thinking and worrying .
I feel like I've hit a wall . Every day I dread going to work but I'm worried about not going .
I have rang the doctor today because I just can't face going to work . He is ringing me soon .
I have no idea how taking time off works . How long would I get off ? I'm still on probation at there . Could they sack me ?
I have a universal credit account open from when I swapped from a different job earlier in the year .
I would be on ssp and I live in a housing association flat . Does anyone know if I would get my rent paid etc ?
I appreciate I could just ring up and ask .
I just wondered if anyone had a similar experience and what happened ? Xxx