12 months on from having DS and I feel like life is just.. a bit shit, rough patch is an understatement with partner we're on the verge of breaking up, every day I feel like a huge cloud is over me I am impatient and fly off the handle with words or when DH doesn't do something "right" I used to be so laid back and now I've turned into this person who I absolutely hate. I am sure it's postnatal depression related I've seen doctor and referred to a talking service who think I may have anxiety ( which yes I probably do but I've had it all my life) the issue is this impatience and person I've turned into - I don't want tablets and I'm on a very long waiting list to have CBT for anxiety which isn't the main issue and me and partner are about to have second session of couples counselling but honestly when does it get better? Is it hormones and do they go back to normal - this life I'm leading is just a little bit shit!