hi not sure which section this should go in,but im feeling so bad, im a foster mum and we had one child for 3 years and he became as my own we where going to adopt him but he was into drugs and we couldnt help him how ever we tried,twice he was moved from us the first time he said he would try to change and we took him back with open arms,but he went straight back to it,so he had to move again.
i miss him so much, all i know is he runs where ever they put him,something he didnt do here,hes out of control completly,but i want to give it another go,part of the reason for his last move was the effect he was having on my other children but they all have places of there own now, and they want him home as much as i do, but the social services are adiment he cant come back, no phone calls letters twice a year and thats it, i feel like my heart is braking worrying where he is ,how he is ect,my family placement officer is on our side but the child social worker isnt she says she would be the one to move him again if it fell apart again, but surly she is having to do that with him now, if i only knew where he was and how he was i could rest