Hi all,
I am somebody who has always worried a bit too much about their health, to the point where it's often been joked about among friends and family. However, these last few months I am beginning to realise that it is not healthy how much I do worry and catastrophise every situation.
For example, I will often get it in my head that I have a certain illness/condition - usually after too much Googling (which I have now put a permanent ban on myself from doing with any symptoms). As time goes on, I will develop more and more symptoms that I associate with the condition, for example a headache, shooting pains in my body, neck stiffness and I will convince myself I have a certain disease and that my life will never be the same again. I have recently read that these 3 symptoms in particular are indeed often physical symptoms of anxiety.
I have a GP appointment booked for tomorrow as I started to experience some bad back and groin pain last week so wanted to get it checked out. The pain has now gone completely but I think I will keep the appointment to discuss with my GP how this anxiety is affecting my life. It does mainly centre around health, although it can sometimes be more general too. My question to anyone else who has gone before me is what will they do? I am already attending weekly therapy sessions (not on NHS) but have only had a handful so far. I am hopeful that this will help, but I do feel as though I sometimes need some more immediate relief. Has anyone had positive experiences with anti-anxiety medication? I don't really want to go on it unless I really have to, but I also know I need to explore all my options. Is it likely that my GP will suggest medication?
I am becoming so drained from feeling so anxious, some days I don't eat properly or drink enough and I'll often wake up in the night with my heart racing. I am also open to any natural remedies that people can recommend - particularly to aid with staying asleep? I have taken Kalms at night for the past 2 days but I think it's too early to tell.
Thank you for reading and if you've also suffered from this crippling illness - you are not alone!! X