I can’t cope anymore and I want to give up. Literally the ONLY thing keeping me alive is knowing how it would impact my parents. I know others in my family and my friends would be impacted too but I can’t imagine it being quite as long lasting or severe. I know it would ruin the rest of my parents life. But it’s quite hard only having that, I’m slowly talking myself round that they would be ok eventually. Just can’t keep on like this. And even being alive I am impacting them because they’re always worried about me. Why should I carry on