Hiya have been on S for over 18months and propranolol as and when needed. Many reasons ASD child, relationship, lockdown, partners ex, blended family. All the time I was on it I didn’t get the massive anxiety attacks that I did get but other than that still cried whenever I spoke about my feelings felt no emotions just numb and going through life. Went to counselling cried each time but didn’t feel like anything helped it was just offloading levels were upped to 100mg. Any how relationship ended, lockdown ended, blended family ended. So now just me and my girls 1asd with own mental health issues still felt numb cry whenever I talk about feelings. Over a week ago I ran out of tablets but really could afford the prescription so have gone cold turkey felt absolutely fine no side effects other than sleep a bit disturbed. Tonight though was the first time I actually laughed and found something funny. Still feel numb other than that cry discussing my mental health so not really sure what to do now. Not sure if they were actually doing anything. Whether to go collect the prescription or not as I feel the same off them as I did on them. Anyone else had this? Just honestly sick of feeling no emotions really and crying whenever I talk about myself.