Whenever I go out, I get the most horrendous anxiety the next day.
I do drink but not a lot - of course, after one or two drinks, I might get a little more confidence and talk a bit more than I usually do. Even if I don’t drink, I still like a chat though and can be very outgoing.
The next day I cringe at what I’ve said (literally think about every single thing I said) and over analyse everything. I always end up thinking I said something wrong or something to offend someone or I looked silly etc.
I’m always worried how ill be perceived by others and a bit of a people pleaser so I guess this may feed into that. It’s just getting me down and getting me to a point where I don’t want to be sociable anymore.