Hi guys,
Feeling so fed up at the moment and just wanted some comfort. I changed jobs about 9 months ago when DD was 15months. the company i went to at the time was very busy but a nice 9-5 unlike what i was used to. The last few months has been awful, the work has run out and i am trying to find bits of work here and there and people have so much time on their hands their is so much bi*ching going on and some of it is so cruel. i've worked in places before but nothing like this im scared to get up from my desk half the time and it's pointless going to the management as they are the worst lot (theres alot of favoritism going on in my place) I would love to be at home with my DD but it's just not feasible at the moment and i cant cope with worrying all the time. I have suffered from panic attacks all of my life and last xmas was ruined by them. That was part of the reason i left my last job as i needed to lower my stress levels. I'm so scared alone of ruining this xmas and now these work issues i can feel the panic attacks returning!!! I went to the doctor and he said that he will give me AD's but they wont be a long term solution. I can handle the panic attacks as long as I keep my stress levels low but i am just on one big paranoid trip at the moment with work and i can feel it affecting me. I would just leave but me and DH are TTC and so now is not a wise time. I have considered asking my doctor to sign me off work but i dont feel this will accomplish anything!!